I was raised a Christian for as long as I can remember. But since I was a kid I loved dinosaurs. I read about them and learned about how those who claim to have no religion thought they came about. My family was a very...calm Christian environment, We didn't regularly attend church, We didn't pray all the time, didn't say grace before dinner. And I had accepted that we had evolved and the big bang made everything. I was telling my mother about these things one night until she said "Honey, you know those things aren't real right? God made us, not the Big Bang" . I was shocked. It was the first time I had actually realized the problem. I always quietly though that if God made us, how did the Big bang make us? I then read more about Evolution, Not creationism, to Find out if God really did make us. And The science aspect is simple. Tell me one positive recorded mutation. Then, in the 1980's There was a survey. they took the photographs of 100 different randomly chosen people from the government files. They then chose more random people and asked them "Does this person look attractive to you?". There were obviously mixed results. But as they questioned them, they overlaid the photographs ans synched them to look as One person. One photograph male. And one Female. Then they askes the same question, All 100 Surveyed people answered "This is easily the most attractive of all photographs" . I moved schools a lot and whenever I arrived at a new one, everyone looked the same, I thought I would see pairs of twins and could barely tell the difference between most. The ones I observed were the "Attractive" People, Cheerleaders, Football players, etc. Most females dye their hair blonde, Why? To look like the others. They all want to lose weight, why? To look like the "Attractive" Females in magazines. If they all want to achieve the same look through Make up Weight, and hair color. They would, to most, Be more attractive. So, after that rambling. The key to evolution is MUTATIONS, As current science has observed no BENEFICIAL ones, Still, assume there are. The said group of mutated animals are here. They are NOT like the others, They look DIFFERENT, From what science and what sociology shows us. We want the specimens that look like the others as mates, After all they lack the bad mutations that are sure to be in every community. So if they look like the others, Those we KNOW aren't afflicted with a skin eating mutation, we want them as our Mothers and Fathers of our children.
That explains the mutation aspect of evolution, How we wouldn't mate with the mutated ones, But lets say we did.
The children inherit the parents' Mutations and ta-dah! He know has an arm-like appendage instead of a flipper, But...... Wait. Where are the Nerves that he needs to control the armlike appendage? After
Inherited memory, He knows not how to control it, even if he had nerves, He would be clumsy, and an Outcast. No one would want him to father their children, in fear of inheriting that strange thing that offers no benefits.
Then lets ask, Which eye evolved first? Left or Right? And these useless orbs sat around w/o blood flowing through them because the veins hadn't evolved yet, Just wait another 3,000 years, And lets say this species with useless orbs in their face survive. Hey now we have blood vessels in them! So now they will stay alive. and the orbs will be part of the body. But wait! We need Nerves, Rods, and Cones to interpret what we see! Then those rods and cones and "nerves have to be perfectly placed in the correct position to "see" Correctly. And we need the highly evolved brain to take the said images and use them.
This problem is applied to EVERY THING IN OUR BODIES. It is such a complicated system, It can't be formed piece by piece, unless in the safety of our mothers' wombs.
This disproves Evolution in my eyes. Now it's the Christians' Explanation for the Existence of life that seems more logical, "But the belief of a higher Deity is much more preposterous than believing in this incredibly long chain of Evolutions that took millions of years" To some, yes it is. But you aren't being OPEN MINDED, What?!!? No no, the Atheists are open minded because we reject what has been taught to us for thousands of years! Really? that seems very CLOSE MINDED to simply say you are open minded because you claim the other side is close minded for believing what has been taught to them for thousands of years.
After I came upon a few revelations that maybe the things I have been taught as a child in school were utter lies, and being fed to me, and I was so close minded to believe that what a teacher said is true, I questioned Evolution, and When I try to question this religious belief known as Christianity, I can't find anything wrong if I retain this faith in God.
But then I asked "Why did God make the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, if He knew Adam and Eve would eat from it? Why did he make Satan if he knew he would turn on him?" I then stood away from The Bible and Evolution, Until I read a book from a Christian author, and I read a simple sentence, "Because He gave us free will!" This Author is writing a fictional book, not preaching in a book/biography thing. It's the concept I found to be true. God gave Adam, Eve, and Satan FREE WILL, Adam could have turned the fruit away and obeyed God, but he CHOSE to eat it, "Eve was deceived though!" It was still her choice to eat from it, Satan could have stayed with god but chose to rebel, and lead God's children away from him. After acknowledging Free Will, Everything makes sense. Sure God did some things I don't know why he did, but I am not an Omnipotent, All knowing being, what He did could have affected further along in time, Heard of the butterfly effect? If you do something now, It's true effects may not show until decades or Centuries after you die.
Another question I asked but never really answered due to the fact of, It's just stupid to ask. "Where did God come from?" I have no idea, but to accept that he always was. The same way Evolutions accept that their Big bang matter always was.
And all this information was what I learned with out ever reading the Bible completely, I have read a few books here and there, and am not a "Crazy" Christian, I rarely even go to church, and Rarely even pray, but I accept that God made everything, and since that is what I believe, It is much easier to believe that Jesus is God's son and died for me.
The point of this is, Not to convert anyone, but to actually Look up things and think for your self, don't accept what this one guy says because he claims to be like you, or share your belief, Find out things on your own, don't assault the other side, don't accept what you are told, Atheist, Christian, or Whatever you are, Ask why and then find the answer, Not all questions can be answered, but one side will seem to hold more Truth.