HollowSith
Diamond
- Joined
- Sep 10, 2011
IGN: HollowSith
Banned by?: @Kainzo
Time of ban?: 10/06/20011 (MM/DD/YYYY)
Reason for ban?: Calling Kainzo a faggot and asking him to ban me.
Your story?: I've been playing HeroCraft religiously for the past month or so. Day in and day out, all day everyday. Currently I have been laid off, have not been accepted into school and am having some other personal issues at home. I have been neglecting these issues because of my new addiction to HC for some time now and as such stress has been building. Last night I snapped and lost control. I freaked out and literally had a mental break down from the stress. Logically, leaving the game would be the smart idea. But there is a problem. My will power is next to none. So in desperation knowing I would just return I asked Kainzo for a ban. He replied with "meh, why?". I grew instantly worrisome that I would not get banned and got out of desperation called Kainzo a faggot (uncalled for/ for the record I have nothing against homosexuals). Knowing this would give me the edge in getting banned, I then did indeed become banned and that was that. I apologized immediately after on the forums in a conversation telling Kainzo that what I had said was not intended to stay hostile/ offensive and proceeded to thank him for the time I had on the HC server.
The reason why I all of a sudden, one day after the incident, wish to come back is because of my girlfriend Ali (on HC she is Zihara). Through my embarrassing break down she had a talk with me. She's been there more times then I can count. She told me that she can help me cut back. She can help me make a schedule in which I can do all the things I need to do. This does in-fact sound childish but I have a very addictive personality. Getting control over things for me is difficult because of my past home-life and drug/ alcohol addictions. I want to promise that this will never happen again. I'm a fair player, I don't hack/ exploit and I believe I contribute positively to the server.
I hope you can see where I'm coming from and perhaps can allow me one last chance. If not, then please know that it's been fun playing with you all and I wish you all and the server the best of luck.
~HollowSith
Banned by?: @Kainzo
Time of ban?: 10/06/20011 (MM/DD/YYYY)
Reason for ban?: Calling Kainzo a faggot and asking him to ban me.
Your story?: I've been playing HeroCraft religiously for the past month or so. Day in and day out, all day everyday. Currently I have been laid off, have not been accepted into school and am having some other personal issues at home. I have been neglecting these issues because of my new addiction to HC for some time now and as such stress has been building. Last night I snapped and lost control. I freaked out and literally had a mental break down from the stress. Logically, leaving the game would be the smart idea. But there is a problem. My will power is next to none. So in desperation knowing I would just return I asked Kainzo for a ban. He replied with "meh, why?". I grew instantly worrisome that I would not get banned and got out of desperation called Kainzo a faggot (uncalled for/ for the record I have nothing against homosexuals). Knowing this would give me the edge in getting banned, I then did indeed become banned and that was that. I apologized immediately after on the forums in a conversation telling Kainzo that what I had said was not intended to stay hostile/ offensive and proceeded to thank him for the time I had on the HC server.
The reason why I all of a sudden, one day after the incident, wish to come back is because of my girlfriend Ali (on HC she is Zihara). Through my embarrassing break down she had a talk with me. She's been there more times then I can count. She told me that she can help me cut back. She can help me make a schedule in which I can do all the things I need to do. This does in-fact sound childish but I have a very addictive personality. Getting control over things for me is difficult because of my past home-life and drug/ alcohol addictions. I want to promise that this will never happen again. I'm a fair player, I don't hack/ exploit and I believe I contribute positively to the server.
I hope you can see where I'm coming from and perhaps can allow me one last chance. If not, then please know that it's been fun playing with you all and I wish you all and the server the best of luck.
~HollowSith