Herocraft im sorry...

[CoolBeans279(Alt)]

*Sigh* hello everyone, I know everyone hates me wish i was banned, happy birthday im banned, being banned has made me sit back and relax and see how immature and childish i act on herocraft and i apologize to everyone, im known as "that noob that everyone hates becuse hes a little 12 year old immature fagget" i have been abused harrased and much more and thats probally why i raged etc etc and got banned, i am going to take a break ( as i am banned i have no choice ) and this made me just see what ive made of myself i look like a fucking dick... im sorry to everyone out there staff and all, @Kainzo you have the most amazing server in the world and some of the most nice staff member ive ever seen, everyone else im just sorry i cant say anything else but how immature and childish ive acted, once i am unbanned and back on HC i plan to be more mature not be "the noob that everyone hates because ima 12 year old fagget" yeah im 13 and i act like im fucking 10 im immature as fuck and im annoying, im sorry herocraft when i get back im going to be a whole new player i wont be the guy i was, maybe just 1 more sorry?... sorry.

 

[Angyles]

Take a break and learn from the experience. I know you are not always that annoying kid, you have I have spoken on occasion in game and via private message ((After that earthquake)) and you were a totally different person. Perhaps after some time you can show you have matured a bit and you will be allowed back on, who knows.

 

[whitemagehealu]

AAAAmaaaziiing graaaaace, how sweet the sound!

 

[CoolBeans279(Alt)]

God though ima miss herocraft, right when my friend comes back i get banned... wil never forgive myself for this..

 

[Sidgil]

We all make mistakes, lose our tempers, and say and do things we regret. The point is that you owned up to it, and grew from. I myself have gone through a few outburts. I know you got what it takes to be a great guy and player and I know you mean it when your sorry. We'll see you when you get back. If you feel you need to talk about, send me a message, I know what your going through.

 

[ShadowWarriorXA]

I'll admit, I didn't have a very high opinion of you on HC. As I recall, we got along horribly towards the end of Dragonguarde. And now, after seeing this, you have earned some of my respect. Take your time, come back when you are ready. I hope to see you on HC again in the future.

 

[OrangeAngel]

Moo.

 

[CoolBeans279(Alt)]

Ugh i want to see myself on hc again aswell i prob wont come back... knowing that i cant pay for my spawn plot every week now and will lose everng ive worked for but that dosent even matter, the point is that after ive thought about it beng baned from herocraft is the best thing that ever happened to me, herocraft has changed who "Xblock_loverX" is and who the real me is "Noah", so instead of being mad at kainzo and herocraft i thank you guys for making me a better person and i apologize for what i did i understand that it offended someone very greatly, and im sorry to who i hurt and i hope to see everyone shortly.

-Noah.

 

[Sidgil]

Ugh i want to see myself on hc again aswell i prob wont come back... knowing that i cant pay for my spawn plot every week now and will lose everng ive worked for but that dosent even matter, the point is that after ive thought about it beng baned from herocraft is the best thing that ever happened to me, herocraft has changed who "Xblock_loverX" is and who the real me is "Noah", so instead of being mad at kainzo and herocraft i thank you guys for making me a better person and i apologize for what i did i understand that it offended someone very greatly, and im sorry to who i hurt and i hope to see everyone shortly.

-Noah.

Don't let this discourage you, you can still always join a town. I have learned that shit happens and all you can do is pick yourself up and keep going. the best way to not let a game change you, trust me I have been there as well, is to realize its really just a game, not a competition, not a way of life. It's an application to have fun. It took me years to figure this out, going into hardcore wow playing only to pull myself out long enough to realize how bad I was becoming. Take this chance to step Back and think. Who do you want to be, who is Noah? Your going to have to come to this conclusion at some point in your life. How do you want the world to view you? I spend time trying to help players, not because I think I know everything or that its my duty. I do it becuase I realized that is who I am, it brings me joy and I decided I wanted to be seen that way as well. What do you enjoy from playing games Noah, how do you want the community to see you. No one is going to hold your outburst against you, you have already made the right choice to appoligize, question your actions. You have already proven yourself more mature then most kids I know. I don't want you to leave a game you clearly enjoy becuase you feel its changing you, don't let it. Play for fun, its not about winning or losing. Make friends and gain allies, grow from this experience. Don't let those negative thoughts bring you down, your smarter then that.[DOUBLEPOST=1348299706,1348294371][/DOUBLEPOST]sorry, for the missing words, I was typing this all out on my cellphone.

 

[CoolBeans279(Alt)]

@Kainzo After a long night of thinking i have decided to ask you, Kainzo may i please have a 2nd chance? to come back as Noah not as who "Xblock_loverX" is, show who i really am please kainzo.

-Noah

 

[Kainzo]

Not at this time, sorry.